There has been lots of things happening.

Friday night

Spin and sway

I got two tardy for biology class in a week
I am still trying however I feel like I am losing something, somebody

It was a hard week for Angel. I know he was stressed out with his homework too. I don't know what to do except for asking for him sometimes.

Jill has turned her relationship status to single. That was strange. There must be something that happened last night. She broke up with her boyfriend? Recently, I haven't talked to her much. In the morning, she asked Hans if she could hand in the draft the next day. She didn't finish it in time. That was not normal of her. I should ask for her but I don't know how.

I should have called Angel back when I saw him going back to dorm after dinner. I wanted to talk to a friend.

The quad was empty. Dark. Cold. Angel. Something breaks down heavily in the air. The atmosphere was so heavy although no one was there. It was hard to explain what exactly it was. People are indifferent.

Forest is really a good teacher. I like him. He walked by the library twice and talked to me a little. Just a little but it made me feel better

Brady Hall_spin and sway
I has finished my draft movie critique

"Just one last dance"

I like dancing. It's true. However I don't have enough confidence to go further. It's a sad true. I hope I will someday.

After Latin dance class which lasted only 45 minutes today, I went to see Daisy recording her voice. I liked it. "Listen" and "Just one last dance", the songs she sang were so beautifully and of course she had a very nice voice. She will leave next year. Diona will leave too. They said that it was just normal things here. However you must confess that an empty hole appears inside when somebody you love goes away. You can't do nothing but let them go the way they choose. That's their lives and your life is here. It's now.

I wasn't late for breakfast but unluckily I was late for biology class.

Forest has been back today. Oh yeah! After the period of swine flu, many other students are back too. I am not sick at all. xD

It was a horrible day. I wanna cry but I just don't want to. "Ly" that's my real name. I just love it so much. I want to keep it for my close friends here to call me. I don't like other call me by that name.

Lie and honesty. The way we lie is so obvious

After lunch. I walked to the studio art. Angel was there, drawing. I didn't see him at lunch in the dinning hall today. He must have been there during lunch. However he said that he had eaten already. I like the studio art. I feel very comfortable being there, painting. Light from a lamp above me brightens one corner of the room. There, I can forget all sorrow, just keep painting. There, I have someone willing to stay with me all the time. Angel, he was so nice to people, so kind to me. He makes me smile too. (: He is a good boy.

I was the only one that showed up for work job today. Had a nice talk with Mrs Beans
Cedric had a good smile

Ginny tried to teach me how to pronounce Diona real name "Xu Xie He" properly. I finally got it at dinner. However, it is still hard for me to pronounce sometime

Sunny kept playing with my laptop. He wanted to make some fun video for Diona. He really likes her, undoubtedly.

It's not polite when you jump into people's conversation. At least it's not nice in my opinion. I always wait for people to finish their talk so that I start my turn. This is the reason why I seem to be passive. Some people can make people do things for them easily. However, I am different, I have to ask for it. Sometimes, I am kind of a third person. When she came, I left as I am afraid of being left behind. She was like that just because she doesn't want to be left alone I guess. I think I understand that.

"Just one last dance
Before we say goodbye
When we sway and turn round and round and round
It's just like the first time
Just one last chance

hold me tight and keep me warm
cause the night is getting cold
and I don't know where I belong
Just one last dance..."

Today

It's art class. We have just started a new project.
I hope I'll do good. I still need to finish my work book for which I have many ideas to write down just no time to do it.

It ended in the Brady hall where there was nobody but me. I lied down. Diona and Sunny went through. It died again in my little word hided inside the dining hall, where there was nobody but me.

I had a lot to say but then I couldn't say anything. A kid'd better smile everyday instead of being sorry for people. A small heart can't stand for too much tear and sorrow.

I remember a quote that "Don't be selfish". It's not just for me.


Charlie: What's wrong Harriet?
Harriet: What's up?
Charlie: You look sad, blah blah (I couldn't understand)
Harriet: I'm ok. Thank you. See you Charlie
Charlie: Good night
Harriet: Good night
Charlie: Sleep well
Harriet: I will

Be nice and be strong

Sự điện li

Hôm qua thầy dạy về sự điện li. Có những cuộc chia ly không dẫn điện, còn có những cuộc chia ly dẫn điện. Đó gọi là sự điện li. Sẽ không phải là một entry dài dằng dặc về sự tiếc thương đau khổ, vì thực tế là không có gì phải tiếc thương đau khổ cả. Just walk away, just say goodbye, cũng chỉ là chia tay. Người vẫn còn ở đó, chỉ là chuyển địa điểm dù cái địa điểm mới cách chỗ này nửa vòng trái đất. Phải khẳng định rằng trong bất kì cuộc chia tay nào người ở cũng buồn hơn người đi. Hay nói cách khác người đi đỡ buồn hơn người ở. Tất nhiên với giả thiết là cuộc chia tay đó có nỗi buồn. Người đi, đi là vì có cái gì đó đang chờ đợi họ: một miền đất mới, một hi vọng mới v.v...Nếu không phải là niềm vui thì ít nhất cũng tồn tại sự hồi hộp và đương nhiên sẽ có nhiều thú mới. Còn người ở, sau cuộc chia ly chẳng có gì thay đổi, chỉ xuất hiện một khoảng không, khoảng không thế chỗ người đi. ừ, cuộc sống là những chuỗi gặp gỡ và chia ly. Cứ nghĩ chia tay với người này xong ta sẽ gặp một người khác tốt hơn. Nếu ai cũng nghĩ như vậy sẽ chẳng có mấy bài văn kiểu như “Nhớ trường xưa”, sẽ chẳng có ông đồ của Vũ Đình Liên. Nghĩ như thế ứng với lạc quan mà xét trên một phương diện nào đó thì chính là sự thực dụng. Khi một cánh cửa khép lại, nhất định một cánh cửa khác sẽ mở ra. Nhưng người ta thường tiếc nuối cánh cửa đã khép mà không nghĩ cánh cửa mới mở mang đến cho ta điều gì.

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